what did I do?

"Say what you mean and mean what you say"

"that is all"

To the one who posted this: you know who you are.

Why do you torture me by making me feel untrusted? Like the past years have been a lie? You of all people should know that I do say what I mean and mean what I say. Things change, and feelings change. I think you are trying to make my life hell... like you are trying to make me regret the past, and like you want me to feel like a lire.

I shall prevail and move on. If you think I lied to you.. like you can't trust me, I am sorry. There is nothing I can do to change that except tell you that you are wrong.

That is all I have to say.

changes

Holy crud monkeys.

I have lived here for almost four years now. That's half the time I lived in Texas. Lot's of things are different than they were then. I've grown, and I hope I have helped others grow as well.

In my last years post I was not happy, but the same cannot be said now. I have many friends, and I have a good life here. I do not miss what I had in Texas as much now, and the sting I used to feel for Waco is nonexistent. I still miss everyone and when I talk to them and see how different everything is I understand that I must seem just as different to them. Asi es la vida, right?

My hopes for the year to come are many. I want to continue with my education. I want to continue with my riding and training life. I want to grow personally and in a romantic way. I wish to learn what my life holds. I can't wait to see the future unfold. :)

Oh, and on a news standpoint, I am going to Chicago in September for the national eventing championships!!! Flag is my bestest buddy. I love you boy! Also, I will be having a smackdown with my nemesis, College Algebra this semester. I will make it cry like baby *wink*.

Here's me wishing you all the best life has to offer. (maybe I will post on here more than yearly... hey, you never know)

-Aidan